Its a new beginning of the end :')

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM :)

Hmm . Bismillahirrahmanirrahim . Ya Allah . mcm mcm dugaan melanda aku . Tapi aku anggap semua tu satu cara daripada Allah untuk menguji tahap keimanan aku & kesabaran aku terhadapNya . Alhamdulillah Allah masih ingat akan HambaNya yg JAHIL ini . :')

Awak . saya tahu cara saya nie agak kasar & akan hancurkan hati awak . tapi saya buat nie untuk kebaikan kita. Kalau betul awak sayang kan saya & hubungan nie . Dun worry . We'll make it happen! :)
Saya bukan takde salah kat awak . banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak salah saya kat awak . Kita manusia biasa yang sentiasa perlu perbaiki diri untuk menjadi hamba Allah yang lebih baik. Saya tau mcm mcm jadi kat kita lately nie . saya tgh cuba untuk perbaiki diri saya & u should do that too . Jgn risau awak , jodoh pertemuan semua di tangan Allah . Saya sayang kan awak kerana Allah sebab tu saya nak awak & saya perbaiki diri :)

I never ever ever blame u for what happened . Saya redha awak . ingat! semua nie jadi ada Hikmahnye.
Pengalaman akan mematangkan kita. Jgn risau ada jodoh In shaa Allah kita akan bersama . Ana uhibbuka Muhamad Fadli Hisyam . and always will

:')

:')

Assalammualaikum .

Tears. Tears and Tears. semua tu dah jadi rutin harian aku. :'( My heart reaaaalllyy do hurts badly.


AKU REDHA  APE APE PUN NAK JADI LEPAS NIE :')


teringat lagu nie time awal awal kite berkawan. :(






Aku Redha :')

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM :)

Many MAAAAAAAAAAAAANYYYY THINGS happened during these past few weeks. Many trials and tribulances. Entahlah . Ape ape pun yang terjadi sekarang nie aku redha. aku terima dengan tangan terbuka.
Allah Maha Adil. Mungkin aku ade salah and aku tak salah kan sesape nak benci aku. ape ape pun aku REDHA =)

ade hikmah disebalik semua nie . aku percaya. Dugaan datang bertimpa timpa . nasib baik Allah masih sayangkan aku, aku tak buat benda yg tak betul. Takpelah. Ape ape pun aku REDHA .


SEMOGA ALLAH MENGAMPUNI KITA SEMUA. SEMOGA ALLAH TERIMA TAUBAT KITA.


Aminn :)

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah!

Assalammualaikum ! :)

ALHAMDULILLAH! ALHAMDULILLAH! ALHAMDULILLAH!

Terima Kasih Ya Allah atas nikmatMu ini . Aku bersyukur Ya Allah diatas keputusan peperiksaan ku :)
Aku redha Ya Allah . Alhamdulillah . walaupun pointer aku turun , i didnt fail :) Aku mati mati ingatkan fail tadi . hehehe . menangis aku time bukak email . takpela . usaha lebih lagi next sem :)

but! aku taktau mcmane nak ckp . Has anyone ever found a kain kafan yg dibungkus then  dalam tu ada batu batu . bukan ke tu syirik? khurafat? Hmm . aku taktau nak buat ape now .Aku hnye mmpu berdoa supaya anything bad wont happen . seriously im confused! aku taktau nak buat apa. who to turn to . I know kita kena cari jalan penyelesaian but HOW? :/

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku . berikan lah HambaMu ini Petunjuk serta Bimbing lah kami ke Jalan yg lurus .


Amin :')

Sayu Hati :")

Assalammualaikum . :D

lama dah tak menulis kat sini. walaupun takde sape yg bace. aku rase puas sbb ape yg aku rasa dalam hati semua KELUAR! :D ape ape pun now im in my semester break form 1month & 2 weeeks . tapi terasa kejap sangat. hujung bulan nie habislah :(. But well. nak duduk rumah lama lama pun buat ape kan. hehe

time cuti nie pun aku dah buat mcm2 . aku esok ade JPJ test! InsyaAllah! Takut sbnrnye :D ape ape pun kita berserah kepada Allah . He knows best! :) and semalam. Hmm . aku terasa rindu sangat sangat dekat Baitullah ! Entah lah kenapa. I cried. And i Really miss Allah ! thats the feeling that i have never felt before! SUBHANALLAH!

Yesterday i cried so much . sampai teresak. Hambamu ini terlalu merinduimu Ya Allah :') and i remebered all of my sins . that makes me cry more! MasyaAllah! tak pernah rasa macam tu. terima kasih Allah! Alhamdulillah!

Aku sayang pada Mu Ya Allah! Aku merindui kekasihMu , Rasulullah! Ampunilah HambaMu ini yang telah byk berdosa. Ampunkan Hamba ini :")






Aminnn .

almost there :)

Assalammualaikummmm :)

ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH!

Part 4 is going to end soon! many many manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy obstacles semester nie :) hahahaha
Especially regarding about the motor. hahahaha . dah la malas nak ingat. ape ape pun malam nie tinggal one final test! and thats it ! my study week going to start soon :) ape ape pun aku bersyukur sangat sangat dekat semua lecturer yg banyak sangat guide aku ! and Miss Linda , Miss Ib  and Mdm chew i am so so sorry if i ever wronged u guys! Please forgive me . Takut jugak tak berkat ilmu die bagi karang :( What past is past , i really hope that my friend and ME will change to a better person in the future :/ i know all my friends are very kind and caring and have BRAINS! they does! :) i know u guys will change InsyaAllah .

Ya Allah berkatilah usaha Hambamu ini Ya Allah ! Berkatilah ilmu ku Ya Allah :")

amin <3

fighting!!!!!

AKU YANG BERDOSA

Tersentuh dgr lirik die :)
Ya Allah kau ampunilah segala dosa dosa ku ,
aku bersujud kepadamu Ya Allah .
Ampunilah aku , terimalah taubat ku Ya Allah :'

=)

 

I'll make sure to keep my distance
And say i love you when you're not listening
=)








BERSABARLAH DUHAI HATI ....



Allah Maha Mengetahui ...






:)

 I MISS MA ...
I REAAAALLYY MISSES UR HUGS AND KISSES!

i wih i was a kid again . I know nothing :) and all i know is YOU AND MY FAMILIES =)

and the main thing is , i dont know how to hurt myself :')

ILOVE MUMMY =)

Terima Kasih bakal Imam ku :)

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM :)

Alhamdulillah ! Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Thank you Allah for giving me yesterday :) and everything is changing to a better way . My sickness is slowly lessen and the main changes is me and him . Alhamdulillah Ya Allah , Thank you for sending him to me to make me a better muslimah and to place our relationship to a higher level which is based on Islam . What he said last night will be remembered forever and ever . InsyaAllah ! as he makes me Cry more and more yesterday for all wrongdoings we have done during our relationship and i am glad that he feels that way too :) He said this is a preparation for us to take our relationship to the next level and to be my IMAM :) Alhamdulillah! you're right MFH everything we go now , we must be based on Islam because ur a muslim so am i . So , all the 143 , All the IMISSYOU will no more be heard. As he wanted to change himself to a better Muslim . InsyaAllah :)
He always and forever and ever since we first met said , Awak , if u are the name that Allah has place in Luh Mahfuz dont worry , u will be mine by hook or by crook, No matter how hard the obstacles will be =) His words really made my heart melts ~ Thank you Allah for sending him to guide the way i am now . And Awak , Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu so so so much . InsyaAllah kalau ade jodoh , Allah akan pertemukan kita dgn cara yang lebih baik .


But one thing that i cannot forget is OPPA GANGNAM STAIL :p







THANK YOU MFH :)




I will wait for you to Salam my Wali's hand and make me your your wife :)

Ya Allah

Assalammualaikum!!!!

ALHAMDULILLAH!ALHAMDULILLAH!ALHAMDULILLAH!

ntah la kenapa today . aku tak sht sangat . :/
something happened . td time kelas arab , aku ajak mira g klinik . then die suro aku bwk moto . tp ... aku ras ebdn mcm tak sht so aku malas . tp kesian kat die pulak nnt, die takut traffic kt alor gajah tu. so aku bwkla motor. everything was going smoothly . tp bila sampai kat pakgad , aku dah ke kiri , tapi i dunno kenapa tibe2 blank . then . KEBABOOM . i hit  a car . Hmmm . seronok terlentang dkt jalan tu . =.=
nasib nasib. nak buat mcmane . pergia settle ngn cina tu . but he was so kind , die nampak aku tak sht die suro aku g klinik. die tak mntk ganti rugi pun. Alhamdulillah . semua terjadi ade hikmahnye . tulah aku nie degil tak bertempat. nak sangat bwk moto time tak sht pun nak bwk . nasib takde pape. Allah masih sygkan aku :)

Thank You semua yang dtg melawat . anyways, aku takde ape pun . im okay .Alhamdulillah :)

:(

:(

                      WILL YOU BE THE PRINCE THAT WILL COMPLETE MY FAIRYTALE?

separation

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM!!!

harinie dah genap semiggu berpuasa!!! Alhamdulillah rezeki melimpah ruah time bulan puasa nie. even aku punye selera makan pun dah kurang lah . entah kenapa :( ape ape pun mmg seronok kalau dapat buka ramai ramai :D
Hmm . and genaplah semiggu aku berpisah dgn si Wan li :) tapi bukan selamanya utk sebulan je . utk muhasabah balik diri ktorg :)  Im happy with him . tp biasalah dugaan dtg bertalu talu lagi lagi kalau dah rapat mcmnie . tp bile ktorg dah berpisah mcmnie. TAK CALL LANSUNG! TAK MSG LANGSUNG! memang rinduuuu ... rindu serindu rindunyaaa :D
nak buek cano , dah den yg pilih cara mcmnie . takpe sebulan je. sabar sabar :D but when in cases like this barulah aku dpt hargai semua benda yg dia dah buat utk aku selama nie . banyak sangat! :) Terima Kasih awak !!! and sy sentiasa ingat things that u have said to me before this . saya sentiasa ingat! saya rindu kat awak! terima kasih for everything . and im glad i found u Muhamad Fadli Hisyam!







                                           i remember this <3 and i will always do awak :)

                                                             

KID THEUNG :')

Assalammualaikum :)

esok ialah hari Nisfu Syaaban! Alhamdulillah tahun nie aku aware sikit pasal malam nisfu syaaban! banayak syafaat die! esok nak puasaaaaaa :) aku ajak semua org puasa . and tadi solat terasa tenang . taktahu kenapa :) Alahamdulillah ... Hanya Allah yang tahu isi hati aku . Nisfu Syaaban is the half month of syaaban! or tengah bulan syaaban. mcm mcm syafaat kite bole dapat dari hari nisfu syaaban! which are , this is one of the nights that Allah will accept our duaaa :) MasyaAllah! ape lagi! Jom Puasa!!!! selagi daya tubuh nie nak puasa aku akan puasa dan buat ibadah sunat . yela we never knows when is our time :")








                                        NISFU SYAABAN 5 JULY 2012 0049

Assalammualaikum :)

Love? What defines love? Love towards Allah? Love towards human?For me , my main target is to get Allah's love eternally.I do need Love from Allah forever! now i am really confused! Ya Allah, kau tetapkan lah dihatiku siapa yg terbaik Ya Allah.Dekatkan lah dia kepadaku Ya Allah.Jauhkanlah dia daripadaku jika dia bukan Jodohku.This poweful doa really mean a lot to me! :) InsyaAllah Allah akan tetapkan yg terbaik dihati masing masing bersama jodoh masing masing :)

Aku hanya mendambakan cintamu Ya Allah :')

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :D
aku baru je habis memalukan diri td . time choral speaking . HEHE . ape ape pun its a beautiful experience before i leave UiTM :). Alhamdulillah thing  is going smoothly , kawan baik aku pun dah okay semua dah okay :D TU YANG SERONOK! haha.

and . Hmm . mcmane yeh aku nak bgtau  "kau" yg aku dah ade teman. i also dunno what to do . u are a very sincere guy, very humble yet polite. I LIKE YOU! but as my friend. not more than that. Kalau Allah dah set jodoh  aku untuk kau , aku takkan kemana . :) tp kau memang seorang kawan yg baik. I dun wanna break ur heart :)
aku tau kau ikhlas . tapi aku dah ade Teman :D Si Masdoore! aku harap kau jumpa teman kau jugak then terus kawin ! InsyaAllah! Allah has plans for us . so dun worry .


LA TAHZAN! Inallaha Ma'ana 

hahahahaha . lagu nie macam menyindir ! HAHAHAHHAHA

ASSALAMMUALIKUM!

Dear Friend. I think u deserve a lot more better girl than i am. aku nie mane ade ape ape.Better kau minat org lain sbb there's nothing interesting in me. Tp kau hnye kwn aku. Dunia akhirat :) InsyaAllah! ape ape pun aku sentiasa doakan kau yeh.So that kau  bertemu jodoh kau. Kau baik :)InsyaAllah jodoh kau pun sama !

*tibe tibe kan aku terjumpa gambar seseorang kat twitter! haha. Si DIA! gamba time 2009! pehhh! Hensem! tak tipu :D

tgk nie ! haha . kurus gilaaaaaaaaaaaa! :) Awak , thank you for everything tau.May Allah bless our relationship till Jannah . <3

Lepastu ... aku ade misi baru lepas jumpa gambar nie! aku tekad sangat sangat! sangaaaaaaaaaaaaat!
nak kesini lagi! InsyaAllah! :)

Asdiqa'

Dear friends ,
We known each other for so long . Please forgive me if i ever do wrong to you . im sorry . im just an ordinary muslimah that are trying to improve herself day by day . I love the word Friendship! Allah had existed u in my life and i am very very thankful ! Alhamdulillah . i know im always the one to be blame . but it doesnt matter because i just love you guys . Sincerely from my heart , friends are suppose to remain eternal . InsyaAllah . I love all my friends ! Im sorry guys if i have ever do wrong to you . Please forgive me friends :')

BLESSED!

Alhamdulillah ! Alhamdulillah ! Alhamdulillah !

Assalammualaikum :)

hmm . tak lama lagi nak masuk uitm dah balik . hahaha . selepas puas cuti 2bulan ! rehat tak rehat jugak lah .
mcm mcm jadi . many wonderful things happened within this 2 months , seronok cuti semester kali nie . macam macam new experience i gained!
 1. aku pergi amik lesen . tapi last2 dapat L je sebab sibuk sgt . haha
 2. aku tolong mak aku dekat hari belia for 4 days ! FOUR HECTIC DAYS! hahaha . seronok!
 3. aku tlg mami dekat MITE Fair dekat serdang . it was okay . 
 4. aku dapat banyaaaaaakkkk kawan baru ! :D suka ! suka ! suka !
 5. kenduri Farhan kawin! Yeay! Alhamdulillah . makan free lagi . ahhahaha
 6.tapi aku ade perselisihan faham sikit dgn kawan aku . but no worries lama lama okay lah tu.

Time will heal everything . Especially pain :)

Ape ape pun aku bersyukur sangat sangat dekat Allah swt sbb telah bg aku many wonderful things .
and Dear awak . thank you for everything you have done to me . terima kasih daun keladi nnt raya kite jumpe lg yeh?MFH :)

back to reality then . gudbye everyone HELLO LENDURIANS! :)

:(

Only ALLAH knows how i felt



now . aku rasa mcm nak jerit kuat kuat . and tell the world how i felt :(
its really sad if u dont know how to express ur feelings :(
no one know . aku akan sabar dan terus sabar . kesabaran tak pernah ade batas .

I know that Allah will help me  and guide me . InsyaAllah .

TUHAN ITU DEKAT =)

Assalammualaikum everyoneeee! May Allah bless us . InsyaAllah <3

harinie nak cerita la sikit pasal buku yg aku baru baca nie . peh !!! sumpah best!!! tak tipu!!!! tajuk die Tuhan Itu Dekat . :) aku jumpa buku nie kat dalam bilik mak aku . takde org baca pun . Pada aku buku bukan untuk disimpan ia untuk dibaca :) hehe . banyak cakap pulak aku nie =.=. okay ! meh aku cerita sikit pasal buku nie . td baru aku baca pasal salah satu pancaindera kita which is MATA! mata sangat sangat penting bg kita . kalau tanpa mata kita susah . tak tau mane nak menghala . tak namapak segala anugerah Allah dimuka bumi nie . lagi sedih! :( Alhamdulillah syukur kite dikurniakan sepasang mata ! bayangkan lah org buta . kesian dorg . tapi aku memang tabik SPRINGGG kat dorg sbb dorg bole usaha jalan sendiri . cari kerja . sedangkan kita nie yang boleh nampak sihat tubuh badan pun malas! haih . ape nak jd . and paling untungnya bile kita jd org buta is kita tak payah tgk mnde maksiat :) kita tak dpt nak tgk pun . tu specialnya dorg :)okay berbalik kepada cerita MATA . aku suka sangat ayat dalam buku nie which is "Tanpa iman yang teguh, berapa banyak sudah bebola mata kita meleret melihat sesuatu yang diharamkan Allah?Dan berapa kali pula lagi kita aka terus terjebak menyaksikan perkara yang haram itu akibat ketagihan nafsu yang tidak dapat dikawal?" ! WELL SAID! hmm . sangat betul! kita kena pelihara mata kita sebaik baiknya daripada terjebak dengan benda yang boleh mendatangkan kemungkaran .Ape pun , Alhamdulillah kerana Allah telah kurniakan kita sepasang biji mata yang cantik :)

Ya Allah kurniakan kepada kami sepasang mata yang sentiasa menangis untuk di dunia ini . Sepasang mata yang sentiasa menangis merenung ayat ayat Mu , menangis kerana takutkan kemurkaan dan seksaan-Mu . Amin <3

cantiknya org nie berpurdah ! teringin rasenye :D InsyaAllah .

SANAH HELWAH!

                                                  Nie time in progress . semak gilaaa bilik >.<

                                                                  tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
this is it . biasa je . jenuh aku menyiapkannye! adeeh . sampai tak tdo :) Just For u mummy :D


HAAAAAAAAAAAAPY 56TH BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAAY  MUMMY!

I LOVE U FOREVER AND EVER!
Than u for being there always and forever . <3
May Allah bless u through ur journey! =)

THE AWESOME CAKE!
tenkiu semua!!!

PASAR MALAM treats for us !
thats how they celebrate my birthday <3

the ULTIMATE present! my butterscoth and milo ! thank youuuu !

<3

i looooveeee you guys! thank you so so so much ! 
terima kasih tak terhingga :)

TWENTY TODAY! 
Alhamdulillah i have turned twenty today! thank you Allah for the health you have given me . ALHAMDULILLAH ! thank you so so so so much ! to my coursemates ! especially yasmin , peod , hanim , wawa , nad ,  nisa , siti , farah , ana 1 , ana 2 and yang! THAN YOU SO SO MUCH for the surprise!!! and the cake was awesome . aku memang mengidam nak makan kek dah lama . and the BUTTERSCOTCH and MILO! THANK YOUUU <3



Ya Allah , terima kasih atas segala galanya . 
aku bersyukur ke hadrat-MU Ya Allah .
aku telah dikurniakan dengan orang orang yang sangat baik di sekelilingku .
ALHAMDULILLAH Ya Allah .






Thank you MUIZ for the FOALS! Thank you classmate! :)










And today many unexpected people wish for my birhtday . Thank you . May Allah bless u!

=)




garfield . meoww <3

:')

 IM THE ATTENTION SEEKER

Assalammualaikum ! :D

this song is remembers me of Him :) this is the ringtone for my phone back then . rindu time tu :'|

Ilaliqaq everyone
Bismillahillazilayadhurrumaismihisyaiunfilardhiwahuwassamiulalim 

=)

Friends

Assalammualaikum !!!!
today is new year already ! Alhamdulillah Allah gave me a good health to live through these years! ALHAMDULILLAH! and Alhamdulillah too for giving me great friends ! :)

Baizura and Izzati ,

U guys are sooooooo one in a million friend! Alhamdulillah Allah had created our friendship and its keep getting stronger as day passes ! U guys was the one that always stand beside me no matter what ! throughout these whole years u guys were the one that give me the courage to move on , u guys also are the one that makes my life blissful as ever ! we fought ! we care ! we shared almost everything together ! the moment i met u guys in form 1 , 2005 . we were veryyyyy awkward ! haha . we never talked to each other eventhough we were in the same class . hahaha . Baizura as usual the LOUDEST!TALKATIVE!BUBBLY! haha. so everyone notice  her . and Izzati was a very quiet and i dont know how to describe . agak sombong jugak . haha . anyways ! as day passes ! our relationship got stronger ! ALHAMDULILLAH!

                                               tak silap time kita form 2 nie kat JJ

                                        kat sekolah with THE GIRLS ! of course aku depan :D


                                                   the most recent picture of me and izzati ! :)

                                                   

                                       aku suka gila gamba nie . semua innocent je muka ! haha
                                           especially izzati . hahahahaha .










YOU GUYS ARE SO ONE IN A MILLION !
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE U :)